Rae knew she couldn't keep going on this way. She knew something had to give. 'It's a game of catch-22 I constantly play with myself. If I keep acting normal, I hope one day I will be, but every time I try, I just let myself down. I'm so entirely sick of this game.'
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Rae is the true story and memoir of Chelsea Rae Swiggett, a teenage girl consistently plagued by fear, anxiety and the unreasonable and crippling paranoia of everything she can't control. In fact, it's the other way around. Her irrational fears are starting to consume her life in all facets, whittling away at any minute shred of confidence or clarity she once had. Where some people see it as weak, Rae only feels the fear and is desperate to claw her way out. Can she find the balance and way back to normal in time - before it starts to completely consume her?
I won Rae a while back, and I'm excited that I finally got around to reading it. I have to premise my review with this - as Rae is a memoir, please bear in mind that it's extremely difficult to rate someone's personal experiences and thoughts. Therefore, I won't be focusing on the content of the book for my rating, but rather the writing style, alone. Rae is the true story of a teen lost in a world of paralyzing fear. She's incredibly talented, and she has so much potential, but she's lost in a maze of paranoia.
I have to admit that I was a little bit worried about reading Rae. I think the content worried me a bit because I've had severe panic attacks a lot of my life (even getting hives when people pay too much attention to me), and it hits a little close to home. I was pleasantly surprised though, and I found Rae incredibly therapeutic. Written in simple, succinct, and clear prose, it's more of a daily chronicle of Rae's life than anything else, but it reads like a fast-paced and riveting story. So yes, it's a memoir, but if you didn't know it, I'd say it reads more like any other novel.
I have to give Rae a firm 5 out of 5. Even if you're not really a fan of memoirs, I highly recommend this book. It reads like fiction, rings true to more people than the author could probably imagine, and gives insight into a common and debilitating issue. I recommend this books to both YA and adult fans, as well as those who like memoirs and autobiographies. For more information on Rae and the Louder than Words series, click here.
I won Rae a while back, and I'm excited that I finally got around to reading it. I have to premise my review with this - as Rae is a memoir, please bear in mind that it's extremely difficult to rate someone's personal experiences and thoughts. Therefore, I won't be focusing on the content of the book for my rating, but rather the writing style, alone. Rae is the true story of a teen lost in a world of paralyzing fear. She's incredibly talented, and she has so much potential, but she's lost in a maze of paranoia.
I have to admit that I was a little bit worried about reading Rae. I think the content worried me a bit because I've had severe panic attacks a lot of my life (even getting hives when people pay too much attention to me), and it hits a little close to home. I was pleasantly surprised though, and I found Rae incredibly therapeutic. Written in simple, succinct, and clear prose, it's more of a daily chronicle of Rae's life than anything else, but it reads like a fast-paced and riveting story. So yes, it's a memoir, but if you didn't know it, I'd say it reads more like any other novel.
I have to give Rae a firm 5 out of 5. Even if you're not really a fan of memoirs, I highly recommend this book. It reads like fiction, rings true to more people than the author could probably imagine, and gives insight into a common and debilitating issue. I recommend this books to both YA and adult fans, as well as those who like memoirs and autobiographies. For more information on Rae and the Louder than Words series, click here.
